damadragana

I think im going to try this one more time. Ive been so involved with my space that ive neglected my journal and im missing out on my little sis. Sooo.. im oing to set up my L.J. and give it another werl.

One...my Fish died. Two.. Ive lost My home.. Three..Im loosing My JOB!! four...MY GIRLFRIEND DUMPED ME...... and this, the day before my birthday.............
FUCK......................Just shoot me now.

im sitting here changing my journal around so forgive me if it looks like shit for a while. I figure i will work on it some more tomorrow...

Last tue. I fell at work and busted my elbow. I ended up in the emergency room with my arm swollen up twice the size of my other arm. Anyways I went home and took wed. off. I woke up wed. morning and had a voice message on my phone and when I checked it ,it was my BOSS..All she had to say was..THERE GOES ARE BONUS!!!!and that I needed to come in and fill out paperwork. WELL...To say the least I was pissed. There was no HOW are or how are you feeling. NOTHING. So I call her back and asked her what she wanted. Mind you im not in a very pleasent mood. Im hurting and heavily medicated.. OOO boy did she pick the wrong day to piss me off. Anyways like I said, I asked her what she wanted and all she could so is huff and puff at me on the phone. She asked me..NO.. she told me I had to come in and fill out some paperwork for workmans comp. I told her there was no way I could come in because I was medicated and couldnt drive. Then she preceded to tell me if they didn't get it filed within 24hrs that they would be fined. Well...LOL I told her I guess they will just have to be fined. After all was said and done she ended up filing it as a near miss. She told me that way if something came up with my elbow and I needed medical treatment I would be covered and they would not get fined and it wouldnt go on record so they (she) would get there bonus.. I come to work the next day and talk to my Goodyear boss and he explains to me what a near miss is. Well FUCK!!! A near miss is not an accident it is a form that says I almost had an accident. In otherwords I would not be covered if I needed medical treatment. I ended up going to my lawyer and talking to him about it. He was ready to take them to court if she tried to deny me my claim. I have to go to an orthopedic doctor and there was no way in hell I would be able to pay for that crap even with my insurence. I went in today and talked to her about filing and she wasnt happy about it but she filed it for me so now I have to find a doctor that will take wormans comp claims....JESHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! This is a pain in the arse......
I do have to say I am satisfied that she let me file cus I sure didnt wanna go threw a lawyer but damn if i had to I would!!

This is my baby. Shannon took me to the electric cowboy on our first date and I was stupid enough to ride the bull. Here I am on the bull.



It took a total of five cesonds or less for me to be flat on the matt. OOO my gowsh was I sore for the rest of the week. But, I sure did have fun...

This is my last entry. At least for a while. Im giving it up.Im finding I don't have a hole lot to say and what I do have to say is not so important.im going to be very busy and like I said. I don't have a hole lot of time. I think im going to start fresh. Ive enjoyed reading everyone's journals and I thank you all for friending me.I wish everyone the best in life and hope your wishes and dreams all come true..

Life is a bitch and Ive made my bed right in the center of it.

we are now officially engaged!!!!! sorry it's a bit blurry

Well folks...It looks like i'm going to be moving to Arkansas. My job is definitely ending in dec. so i'm already looking for another job.
I've been told that I can probably get on at Dassault Falcon and make pretty good money. More than what im making now and seriously... I can't complain. 

I'm a bit scared ,but also excited at the same time. I've never lived out of state before. Thank goodness it's only a five hour drive from Bullard and I  can come down to see my family on the weekends. I guess I need a change and I do like AK. Little rock and Hot Springs are really pretty places..MMMMM can't wait!!

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>I MUST SEND MY THANKS TO WHOEVER SENT ME THE ONE ABOUT RAT POOP IN THE GLUE ON ENVELOPES, BECAUSE I NOW HAVE TO USE A WET TOWEL WITH
>EVERY ENVELOPE THAT NEEDS SEALING.
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>    ALSO, NOW I SCRUB THE TOP OF EVERY CAN I OPEN FOR THE SAME REASON.
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>    I NO LONGER HAVE ANY SAVINGS BECAUSE I GAVE IT TO A SICK GIRL (PENNY BROWN) WHO IS ABOUT TO DIE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THE 1,387,258TH
>TIME.
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>    I NO LONGER HAVE ANY MONEY AT ALL, BUT THAT WILL CHANGE ONCE I RECEIVE THE $15,000 THAT BILL GATES/MICROSOFT AND AOL ARE SENDING ME
>FOR PARTICIPATING IN THEIR SPECIAL E-MAIL PROGRAM.
>
>    I NO LONGER WORRY ABOUT MY SOUL BECAUSE I HAVE 363,214 ANGELS LOOKING OUT FOR ME, AND ST. THERESA'S NOVENA HAS GRANTED MY EVERY
>WISH.
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>  &a mp;n bsp; I NO LONGER EAT KFC BECAUSE THEIR CHICKENS ARE ACTUALLY HORRIBLE MUTANT FREAKS WITH NO EYES OR FEATHERS.
>
>    I NO LONGER USE CANCER-CAUSING DEODORANTS EVEN THOUGH I SMELL LIKE A WATER BUFFALO ON A HOT DAY.
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>    THANKS TO YOU, I HAVE LEARNED THAT MY PRAYERS ONLY GET ANSWERED IF I FORWARD AN EMAIL TO SEVEN OF MY FRIENDS AND MAKE A WISH WITHIN
>FIVE MINUTES.
>
>    BECAUSE OF YOUR CONCERN I NO LONGER DRINK COCA COLA BECAUSE IT CAN REMOVE TOILET STAINS.
>
>    I NO LONGER CAN BUY GASOLINE WITHOUT TAKING A MAN ALONG TO WATCH THE CAR SO A SERIAL KILLER WON'T CRAWL IN MY BACK SEAT WHEN I'M
>PUMPING GAS.
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>    I NO LONGER DRINK PEPSI OR DR. PEPPER SINCE THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE THESE PRODUCTS ARE ATHEISTS WHO REFUSE TO PUT "UNDER GOD" ON THEIR
>CANS.
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>    I NO LONGER USE SARAN WRAP IN THE MICROWAVE, BECAUSE IT CAUSES CANCER.
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>    AND THANKS FOR LETT ING M E K NOW I CAN'T BOI L A CUP OF WATER IN THE MICROWAVE ANYMORE BECAUSE IT WILL BLOW UP IN MY FACE,
>DISFIGURING ME FOR LIFE.
>        I NO LONGER CHECK THE COIN RETURN ON PAY PHONES BECAUSE I COULD BE PRICKED WITH A NEEDLE INFECTED WITH AIDS.
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>    I NO LONGER GO TO SHOPPING MALLS BECAUSE SOMEONE WILL DRUG ME WITH A PERFUME SAMPLE AND ROB ME.
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>    I NO LONGER RECEIVE PACKAGES FROM UPS OR FEDEX SINCE THEY ARE ACTUALLY AL QAEDA IN DISGUISE.
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>    I NO LONGER SHOP AT TARGET SINCE THEY ARE FRENCH AND DON'T SUPPORT OUR AMERICAN TROOPS OR THE SALVATION ARMY.
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>    I NO LON GER AN SWER THE PHONE BECAUSE SOMEONE WILL ASK ME TO DIAL A NUMBER FOR WHICH I WILL GET A PHONE BILL WITH CALLS TO JAMAICA
>, UGANDA , SINGAPORE , AND UZBEKISTAN
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>    I NO LONGER HAVE ANY SNEAKERS -- BUT THAT WILL CHANGE ONCE I RECEIVE MY FREE REPLACEMENT PAIR FROM NIKE.
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>    I NO LONGER BUY EXPENSIVE COOKIES FROM NEIMAN MARCUS SINCE I NOW HAVE THEIR RECIPE.
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>    THANK YOU TOO FOR ALL THE ENDLESS ADVICE ANDY ROONEY HAS GIVEN US. I CAN LIVE A BETTER LIFE NOW BECAUSE HE'S TOLD US HOW TO FIX
>EVERYTHING.
>
>    AND THANKS TO YOUR GREAT ADVICE, I CAN'T EVER PICK UP $5.00 I FIND IN THE PARKIN G LOT BECAUSE IT PROBABLY WAS PLACED THERE BY A
>SEX MOLESTER WAITING UNDERNEATH MY CAR TO GRAB MY LEG.
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>    OH, AND DON'T FORGET THIS ONE EITHER!
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>    I CAN NO LONGER DRIVE MY CAR BECAUSE I CAN'T BUY GAS FROM CERTAIN GAS COMPANIES!
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>    THANKS TO YOU, I CAN'T USE ANYONE 'S TOILET BUT MINE BECAUSE A BIG BROWN AFRICAN SPIDER IS LURKING UNDER THE SEAT TO CAUSE ME
>INSTANT DEATH WHEN IT BITES MY REAR.
>
>    IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS E-MAIL TO AT LEAST 144,000 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 70 MINUTES, A LARGE DOVE WITH DIARRHEA WILL LAND ON YOUR HEAD
>AT 5:00 PM THIS AFTERNOON AND THE FLEAS FROM 12 CAMELS WILL INFEST YOUR BACK, CAUSING YOU TO GROW A HAIRY HUMP. I KNOW THIS WILL OCCUR
>BECAUSE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO A FRIEND OF MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR'S EX-MOTHER-IN-LAW'S SECOND HUSBAND'S COUSIN'S BEAUTICIAN.
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>PLUS, THERE IS A NEW STUDY AND A WARNING FOR YOU:
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>& nbsp;&nb sp; A SOUTH AMERICAN SCIENTIST FROM ARGENTINA , AFTER A LENGTHY STUDY, HAS DISCOVERED THAT PEOPLE WITH INSUFFICIENT BRAIN
>AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY READ THEIR E-MAIL WITH THEIR HAND ON THE MOUSE.
>
>    DON'T BOTHER TAKING IT OFF NOW, IT'S TOO LATE!

>  Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours.
>  Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear
>  a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal.
>  You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which
>  way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at
>  your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or
>  mangle your feet. One mood all the time.
>
>      Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You
>  can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she
>  can still be your friend.
>
>      Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in
>  public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original color. The same hairstyle lasts
>  for years, maybe decades. You only have to shave your face and neck.
>
>      You can play with toys all your life. Your belly usually hides your big hips. One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for
>  all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look. You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife. You have freedom of
>  choice concerning growing a mustache.
>
>      You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.
>
>      No wonder men are happier.
>
>   Send this to the women who can handle it and to the men who will enjoy reading it.